I really did die

I had a near-death experience when I was 20 years old. I was in a black tunnel all of the sudden. I said, Is this what happens when you die? In a high pitched voice. and I then saw him(Looked like an ox) brown, tall, had bumps, his skin was not smooth, very hard to tell, and a white background with nothing else in the background. I saw either
satan or one of his demons. I felt
nothing. No air. I wasn’t scared.
I didn’t see my hands. I didn’t see my face. My vision was perfect unlike earth without glasses. It
was as real as you and me sitting here. He then grabbed me. I saw his skin drooping under his arms. Everything turned pitch black. It took a while for me to wake up. It felt like a few minutes. During that time, I heard
“Jesus loves you”. I woke up gasping for air. I believe that I am here
on this earth for a purpose. I believe that I am here to make it
better.
Edit: This happened when I was sleeping. I woke up gasping for air. I
didn’t have enough oxygen.
I was just laying on the couch at home in my dad’s trailer home. I was not in the hospital.