I really did die

I had a near-death experience when I was 20 years old. I was in a black tunnel all of the sudden. I said, Is this what happens when you die? In a high pitched voice. and I then saw him(Looked like an ox) brown, tall, had bumps, his skin was not smooth, very hard to tell, and a white background with nothing else in the background. I saw either
satan or one of his demons. I felt
nothing. No air. I wasn’t scared.
I didn’t see my hands. I didn’t see my face. My vision was perfect unlike earth without glasses. It
was as real as you and me sitting here. He then grabbed me. I saw his skin drooping under his arms. Everything turned pitch black. It took a while for me to wake up. It felt like a few minutes. During that time, I heard
“Jesus loves you”. I woke up gasping for air. I believe that I am here
on this earth for a purpose. I believe that I am here to make it
better.
Edit: This happened when I was sleeping. I woke up gasping for air. I
didn’t have enough oxygen.
I was just laying on the couch at home in my dad’s trailer home. I was not in the hospital.

I really did die
I had a near-death experience when I was 20 years old after college where I was mad at the world because I got my jaw fractured at college by these two guys.

I was in a black tunnel all of the sudden. I said, Is this what happens when you die in a high pitched voice?

I then saw satan or one of his demons(Looked like a huge black ox) and a white background behind him. He didn’t say anything.

I felt nothing. No air. I wasn’t scared. I didn’t see my hands. I didn’t see my face or my body.
It was as real as you and me sitting here. I could see the best I have ever seen with or without my glasses.

He then grabbed towards me with two hands even though I had no body with reptilian arms.

Everything turned pitch black. It took a while for me to wake up. It felt like a few minutes. It was a few hours like I never slept. During that time, I heard
“Jesus loves you” in a rather quiet voice.

I woke up gasping for air afterwards.

I believe that I am here
on this earth for a purpose. I believe that I am here to make it
better.

Notes: This happened when I was “sleeping”. I have sleep apena. I woke up gasping for air. I didn’t have enough oxygen.
I was just laying on the couch at home in my dad’s trailer home. I was not in the hospital.